a tree just fell on our house

i'm so scared...

i hope it hit the florida room roof and not our roof... i looked out and it's leaning against the house. it's one of the big trees in the back. oh god.

it's so bad here. winds have to be at 102 mph.

i'm hiding in the back bedroom. i'm alone with the dogs. i started crying. called DH at the hospital. poor dh, he's trying to comfort me and there is not a damn thing he can do about it.

i tried to pull it together for his sake.

then i told him i want to move. i do. i hate this, oh god, there goes another limb!!!!

when will this be over????